{"id":1508,"date":"2011-12-16T00:52:42","date_gmt":"2011-12-16T08:52:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/crimeandtheforcesofevil.com\/blog\/?p=1508"},"modified":"2011-12-16T00:52:42","modified_gmt":"2011-12-16T08:52:42","slug":"this-has-been-a-difficult-week","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/crimeandtheforcesofevil.com\/blog\/2011\/12\/16\/this-has-been-a-difficult-week\/","title":{"rendered":"this has been a difficult week"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s been a difficult week. I don&#8217;t talk about those, much, because that&#8217;s how you lose followers, but, well. There are a bunch of reasons, but talking about that has done me far more harm than good in the recent past, so there you aren&#8217;t.<\/p>\n<p>I had a song recorded that I wanted to release to you guys this month. It&#8217;s a cover, sort of; one where I rewrote the traditional music the artist I&#8217;m covering used, but kept their (original) lyrics. But the copyright holder isn&#8217;t answering my mail. Maybe January.<\/p>\n<p>So I&#8217;m going to do something I don&#8217;t usually do, since it seems a day for that. You&#8217;re getting a preview &#8211; lyrics to one of the new songs I&#8217;ve been writing.<\/p>\n<p>The supervillains of CRIME and the Forces of Evil were superheroes, once. We lost; our world inverted, fell to villainy, who got to declare the new good. There&#8217;s nothing actually mystical about that &#8211; it wasn&#8217;t some sort of magic wand. As a rule, people follow authority.<\/p>\n<p>Most of the old heroes switched right over, and are still thought of as heroes. &#8220;<a href=\"http:\/\/crimeandtheforcesofevil.bandcamp.com\/track\/thought-you-knew\">Thought You Knew<\/a>&#8221; is written to one of them, in fact; the first song written after the fall.<\/p>\n<p>We didn&#8217;t. Those of us who refused to yield, well &#8211; here we are. The new supervillains.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve been writing the song about where we lost, or, at least, where the loss became inevitable. I haven&#8217;t played it out, yet &#8211; it has edits <em>today<\/em> &#8211; but I probably will, in February. And it seems fitting &#8211; with Congressional approval of the indefinite suspension of right to trial, and SOPA, the new Internet corporate censorship bill &#8211; to post it now.<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>&#8220;Scene from a Starship on Fire&#8221; (Working title only)<br \/>\n(C) 2009-2011 Dara Korra&#8217;ti\/CRIME and the Forces of Evil<br \/><small>(There are bits I wrote in 2009, but didn&#8217;t finish; this is how I write.)<br \/><\/small><br \/>\nFrom the forthcoming album, <i>Din of Thieves<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>intro rhythmic, like a siren, or alarm<\/i><\/p>\n<p>What the hell?<br \/>\nWhat the hell are you doing?<br \/>\nWhere the hell have you been?<br \/>\nHave you seen this disaster?<br \/>\nI don&#8217;t know where to begin<\/p>\n<p><i>There&#8217;s a moment when I look at you and see the world ending<br \/>\nThere&#8217;s a moment when I look at you and hope that you choke<br \/>\nThere&#8217;s a moment when I think of you and run like the devil<br \/>\nThere&#8217;s a moment when I look at you and simply cannot joke<\/i><\/p>\n<p>What the hell?<br \/>\nWhat the hell are you doing?<br \/>\nWhat the hell does that mean?<br \/>\nDon&#8217;t you know what you&#8217;ve started?<br \/>\nAre you a part of this scene?<\/p>\n<p><i>In the second that you turned around I knew it was over<br \/>\nIn the second that you turned around I knew you were gone<br \/>\nIn the second that you thought of it I blanched at the insight<br \/>\nIn the second that you shifted weight the weapons were drawn<\/i><\/p>\n<p>What the hell?<br \/>\nWhat the hell are you doing?<br \/>\nWhat&#8217;s got into your brain?<br \/>\nHow could you do this on purpose?<br \/>\nAre you completely insane?<\/p>\n<p><i>In the smallest crack of madness lurks a simple unwinding<br \/>\nIn the smallest crack of crazy I see light in your eyes<br \/>\nIn the smallest slip of costume there&#8217;s a clarity moment<br \/>\nIn the smallest careless instant I see through your disguise<\/i><\/p>\n<p>What the hell?<br \/>\nWhat the fuck were you hiding?<br \/>\nJust what have you become?<br \/>\nYou know full well where this takes you?<br \/>\nYou aren&#8217;t the first to succumb<\/p>\n<p><i>Watching you change as though turned on a nickel the<br \/>\nMoulding takes shape as you&#8217;re spun on the stone<br \/>\nIs there even a thought that you&#8217;ll naught but betray me<br \/>\nDo you need, do you want, will you reap what you&#8217;ve sown?<br \/>\nSpinning so slowly as your angles assuage you<br \/>\nThe steel and the sharpness stand in by your side<br \/>\nThe cast of your shadows changes slowly to ember<br \/>\nBut this time I&#8217;m ready; I know now that you lied<\/i><\/p>\n<p>What the hell?<br \/>\nWhat the hell were you making?<br \/>\nWhy have you gone for your knife?<br \/>\nDon&#8217;t you know I don&#8217;t love you?<br \/>\nBut you do not own my life<br \/>\nWhat the hell?<br \/>\nWhat the fuck were you thinking?<br \/>\nWe made a pretty good team<br \/>\nYou made an awful decision<br \/>\nOnly now<br \/>\ndo I see it&#8217;s part of the scheme<br \/>\nWhat the hell?<\/p>\n<p><i>Lifeboats, everyone;<br \/>\nAbandon ship.<\/i><\/p><\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s been a difficult week. 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